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第39章 爱在青涩年华 (5)

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怀旧的爱

My One and Only

佚名 / Anonymous

It was all started when I was in high school, I still remember my love one. I am not sure if it is puppy love or first love, but I know deep inside my heart that I still remember him.

At first we were bus mates, and schoolmates too. I was in 1st year high school and he was in second. We still don’t know each other before, but later on when I was sitting in front of him in the bus, he used to talk and tease me, which makes me angry with him. I used to say that I hate him but later on... I only eat my words. One day when my best friend wanted to see what I wrote in my diary, I was reading it in the bus and without noticing the guy whom I hate was sitting back of me with his buddies. He was peeping and reading the things that I wrote in the diary. I looked sharply at him and put the book down, then my friend who was in front of me that she has read what I wrote there that love is BOG, BOG, BOG in my heart. He was hearing it and suddenly without my knowledge he stood and snatched the diary from me! Whew! What he did was to read the book so loudly where everything was written there about love! Goodness! I was so shocked that I was screaming just to get it back. I couldn’t believe it, because he’s the most intelligent student in my school and he’s the representative of our school too. Then after the bus dropped me to my house there I felt that I was so flushing hotly that my cheeks were so red! There, I realized that I had a crush on him!

Sports date came, and he was the champion for C group boys for running. Whew! Wow! I was really amazed when he runs, because he always came 1st in running and he runs like a wind. That day I felt more feelings for him. I used to write him always in my diary, but mostly he always went to another place because of interschool quizes.

I cried that time, because I was missing him so much, that I wished one day he would like me too. Then one day I just heard that he liked me! My god, I nearly fainted! Rumors spread that in the bus we always fighted for simple things like teasing, because I use to call him NUTCRACKER which made him so mad at me, and I always teased him for his pimples and about his using FACIAL cleanser which made my whole bus mates burst out laughing, and he was blushing, and then one fine day the rumors spread that we both are loving each other! Whenever we crossed our paths we just looked at each other casually, but my heart beated fast because he looked at me so intensely which made my heart tremble. I used to be always so naughty that time. One day I decided to ask my friend to write a love letter in language of German I loved, since we both are from different nations.

My friend wrote it, and in the bus I asked him to read the letter for me. He read it and explained what was written, and I knew the last word written there was just I love you, but he told me that the last word means “I love you” which made me blush! Oh even though I knew that he wasn’t the one who wrote it, but it seemed like he was telling it from his heart!

But not all the love story has happy ending...

One day, I heard that he liked another girl which made my heart break! In the bus, I used to make him jealous of me by saying that I have a boyfriend. I made it, and he was jealous! Then examination came. I was really broken-heart when I saw him waiting for a girl in the gate! I cried, because of his caring for dating girls. 5 days before the exam came, he told me in the bus that he was going to his country! My god! I could not believe that he was leaving me! The last day in the school and in the bus, I took a picture of him in my own camera! And when he went down in the bus I told bye... and then I still could not believe that he was gone.

To tell you we both are in the same bus, same school, we both are born on the same year. That was HAMLET! By Shakespeare I was the dancer, and he’s Hamlet. I can never forget my one, my only one. He dreamed about me so many times! He even include the poem A KISS IN THE RAIN in his dream and we both composed a poem for each other, I composed a poem for him “ONLY YOU”, and he composed a poem for me “SHE’S MINE”. I still can’t forget the happy unforgettable moments once we shared! Oh, nostalgia—

一切都是从我的高中时代开始的,如今,我仍然惦念着我爱过的他。我不知道那是一种不成熟的爱,还是我的初恋,然而我明白,在我的心底,我依然无法将他忘怀。

最初,我们只是路友兼同学而已。我是高中一年级,他是二年级。在此之前,我们互不相识,然而,后来在公交车上,我坐在他的前面,他常常和我说话,并不断取笑我,这让我很生气。我经常说我恨他,可是后来……我背叛了自己的誓言。有一天,我最好的朋友想看看我日记本里写了些什么,我在公交车上将我写的内容读了出来,但是我没有注意到我憎恨的那个男孩和他的一群同伴就坐在我身后。他偷看了我写在日记本里的内容,那时,我急忙把本子放下,狠狠地盯着他。正在这个时候,坐在我前面的好友告诉我她读了我写的东西,说我在心里将爱情比喻为“沼泽”。听到这里,他站起来猛地将我的日记本抢走了。天哪!他大声地读着我写的内容,而日记里所写的全部是有关爱情的!上帝啊!我立刻尖叫着把我的日记本抢了回来。我实在难以置信,因为他是我们学校最聪明的学生,也是学校的学生代表。停车后,我匆忙赶回家,我的脸颊害羞得直发热,通红通红的!那一刻,我知道我有点儿喜欢他了。

体育竞赛的日子来临了,他赢得了C组男生的第一名!哦,天哪!我为他奔跑的速度而惊叹,因为他常常夺得赛跑冠军,他跑得像风一样快。那天,我又对他多了一些感觉,我常常会把他写进我的日记里。然而大多数情况下他都不在学校,因为他要经常参加一些校际竞赛。

一次,因为实在太思念他,我竟然哭了起来。我多么盼望有一天他也会喜欢我。一天,当我听到有人说他喜欢我时,上帝呀,我几乎要晕过去了。人们都说我们会为了一点小事,如互相嘲笑而大费周张。因为我经常叫他“坚果钳”,这一称号让他很气愤。我经常嘲笑他由于脸上有粉刺而使用洗面奶,全车的人听完之后哈哈大笑,他羞红了脸。一天,有谣言说我们都喜欢彼此!无论何时,我们在穿过街头时,也只是偶尔看看对方。然而我的心在他的热烈注视下怦怦直跳,我的心在颤抖。

那个时候,我非常调皮。一天,我决定请我的朋友用我所喜欢的德语写一封情书,因为我和他来自不同的国度。

朋友写好之后,我拿着这封情书让他在车上念给我听。他一边读,一边为我解释所写的内容,我知道情书的最后写的是“我爱你”。就在他读到最后,告诉我它的意思是“我爱你”时,我的脸颊红了。尽管我知道这并不是他写的,然而这似乎就是他的心声。

但是,并不是所有的爱情故事都有一个完美的结局。

有一天,我听别人说,他喜欢上了另一个女孩,我的心都要碎了。在公交车上,我曾故意说我已经交了一个男友,有意让他嫉妒,果不其然,他真的很是嫉妒。考试来临,我看到他正在门口等待一个女孩,我的心真的碎了。我哭了,因为他开始关注别的女孩了。在考试来临的前五天,他在车上告诉我他要回国了,天哪,我简直不敢相信自己的耳朵。最后一天,在校园里、在车上,我用自己的相机为他拍了照片。他下了车,我向他挥手告别……我无法相信,他离我而去了。

我想告诉你们的是,我们曾乘坐同一班汽车,在同一所学校学习,生于同一年。这一切简直就是莎士比亚笔下的《哈姆雷特》,我就是那个舞女,而他就是哈姆雷特。我永远不会忘记他——我的挚爱。他经常会梦到我,在梦里,他甚至还写了一首诗——《雨中吻》。我们都给彼此写着情诗,我为他写下一首诗,叫《只有你》,而他则为我写了《她是我的》。我仍然无法忘怀我们一起走过的那些开心的、让人难以忘怀的时光!唉,怀旧之情啊!……

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